Every day I wake up wondering is this the day I am going to get pregnant again? Every day I wonder what it looks like inside of me with ever new pain I have. About a month ago I was at home with my son and I went to bend over to pick something up and I got a sharp pain in my right side. I was scared that it might be a cyst that burst that would require intervention. My family though was worried about my appendix. When you have endo you do not think of that you think this pain it is a cyst or something going on with my endo. I had to have what most people with condition know all to familiar an emergency ultra sound. The doctor said he say nothing on there, but that does not mean that the endo had not grown in a new spot and that I would require another surgery to remove it, but I was too close to my last one. I left that appointment that day wondering every month am I going to get a new growth to the point that I will have to have my second surgery. I said in my last point my husband and I have had the hysterectomy talk. I have had it in my mind made up because I do not want a laparoscope surgery every other year to remove growths that could grow back. As of right now though all I can think of is will I ever get pregnant again?